Love life of Ayiera

2012-01-07T16:46:00.005+08:00

Life is pretty much complicated nowadays. Ex boyfriend has been running back to me asking for a patch up and guys around me has been asking me to be 'more than a friend' kinda relationship. I'm tired of love. I need a break from all these shits. I thought single life is fun, but it's more stressful than I thought. Let love comes naturally. You cannot force love.

Being in a 4-year relationship is not a joke and I've go through a lot of shits. Letting go the one that you really love is not easy, and you have to know it takes time for me to stand strong on both feet. Yes, I appreciate it that you'll be there for me when I need someone. But you have to understand that I'm not ready to commit. I don't wanna break anyone's heart or vice-versa. Don't let this emotion and feelings ruin the friendship we've made for the past years. For now, please respect my decision. I'm not ready and don't expect anything from me. I'm not giving you any hope. Let the fate decide. If we're meant to be, we'll be. I don't want things to be awkward and we started ignoring each other. It's not supposed to be that way. Let's just be the awesome us. Temporarily, I had enough of love and you have to know that.

"People say real love comes when you are not searching for it. That's why it's called falling in love. Because you don't force yourself to fall, you just fall."

Hugs & Kisses
xoxo

2012-01-05T13:19:00.003+08:00

Hello, blogreaders.

I'm having breaks now, and since I have nothing better to do, I shall update this blog of mine. Anyways, school is packed with O' Level students since today is the NP open house. Booyah.

Yesterday, I came over to Lydia Izzati's crib to do Price Tag cover. I swear we took a lot time to record because we kept on laughing whenever one of us couldn't reach the notes. It's damn funny.But oh well, we tried our best and don't be too harsh on us. :) Check this out.

I shall just surf the net now.
Goodbye, Dear Readers! :)

2012-01-02T20:21:00.004+08:00

Happy New Year everybody!

Since I have my free time, I shall update. How's your new year celebration? Mine was simple yet awesome! And oh, today is the end of school holiday, and back to school tomorrow, just like the Primary and Secondary School kids. Sigh. I have yet to finish up my project, and I'm here blogging. How great, Atyra? Keep on procrastinating, and you'll cry tonight.

Anyways, I did a cover with RunawayKim yesterday, and this time, it was a sad song from the movie Ombak Rindu sang by Hafiz & Adira. It was really sad that I nearly teared up while recording the cover. Oh well, I've been thinking too much about my past. Move on already. He has moved on with another girl. Stop hoping for good things to come or miracles to happen. Just go with the flow. Good things will come to your way soon, Insyaallah. Anyways, check out the video below! It's not that nice, but hell yea, we tried! :)

Alright, thank you for listening.
Happy 2012! <3

2011-12-25T23:38:00.004+08:00

Hello Readers! <3

I'm back with more updates. Yesterday, I did a cover with RunawayKim, my lovely friend, and we had fun doing 'Ku Menunggu' cover. We sang lots and lots of times to get the notes right, and I swear we had so much fun laughing. We even took lots of crazy photos!

And oh yah, for those who have not watch the video, pause my blog song under 'Credits' on your left side and listen to it below. :)

Thank you for listening!
Good night readers! <3
Hugs xoxo

2011-12-21T02:18:00.005+08:00

ASSALAMUALAIKUM Readers! XD

Ohhhmygawd! It's been so long since I last updated, and here I am now! If you're in my facebook friend list or twitter follower, you might already know what happened to my life currently. I've started a new chapter of being single. It's been nearly 2 months now, and I'm glad that I'm standing strong day by day. I can't deny, life has been pretty fucked up recently, because I fall hard on the ground. But Alhamdulillah, I managed to pick myself up quickly and move on. What's more, School has been tough week by week, and I'm having some communication issue with the loved ones. Sigh. What a luck.

Common Test was manageable and I'm so happy that school holiday's here. I need a break from all the dramas happening in my life. God is Great. I know He's giving me a test and I believe there's always a reason why things happen this way. I'll just go with the flow, and be thankful for having my gorgeous babygirls and awesome boyfriends around me who never fail to cheer me up with their never ending jokes. They were there for me, giving me all sorts of advices, and some of my babygirls even cried with me when I told them about what happened, and I appreciate every single thing. Now tell me, how can I not love them? <3

Gonna make myself busy at work nowadays, and not to think about unnecessary things no more. Like people said; "Don't find for LOVE, let LOVE find you." In the mean time, I shall just enjoy my single life and focus more on my studies.

Alright, I shall end my post here since I'm working tomorrow afternoon. I'll update again when ever!

Good night, dear Readers! <3

2011-10-16T17:47:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum. <3

It's been so long since I updated my blog. Since I'm having my free time now, I shall feed you readers the summary of my recent life.

I've changed course from Banking & Finance to Business Studies. I made my choice, and I hope I'm making a right decision. Insyaallah, with the change of course, I shall stop thinking of quitting school.

Yesterday, I had my Muslimah Photoshoot at Singapore Botanical Garden. It was scorching hot yesterday, but Alhamdulillah, the shoot ended off smoothly. I'll update the Photoshoot pictures here once I've received it from Abang JZ.

Today is Ayiera's 49th Monthsary. Smexylove went to Kota Tinggi with his bike friends this morning. He was supposed to be here with me today to celebrate our 49th Monthsary. But oh well, it's okay. :)

Tomorrow is the start of school of a new semester. New course, new lecturers, new tutors, new friends, new environment. I hope I'm able to make friends quickly and adapt to the new environment. Please guide me well, Ya Allah.

Alright, I shall end my post here. Goodbye, Dear Readers! :)

2011-09-28T00:56:00.003+08:00

Hello Readers,

I only uploaded some of the Raya Photoshoots' pictures here. If you wanna see more of it, add me up in Facebook alright. Thanks to JZ Fotografie, Rossi Photowerkz, MUA and the other models for making the photoshoot a successful one. Nice working with the crews. Hope to work with you guys again! :)

Raya Photoshoot done! Next up, Muslimah Photoshoot on the 15th Oct! :)