Life is pretty much complicated nowadays. Ex boyfriend has been running back to me asking for a patch up and guys around me has been asking me to be 'more than a friend' kinda relationship. I'm tired of love. I need a break from all these shits. I thought single life is fun, but it's more stressful than I thought. Let love comes naturally. You cannot force love.
Being in a 4-year relationship is not a joke and I've go through a lot of shits. Letting go the one that you really love is not easy, and you have to know it takes time for me to stand strong on both feet. Yes, I appreciate it that you'll be there for me when I need someone. But you have to understand that I'm not ready to commit. I don't wanna break anyone's heart or vice-versa. Don't let this emotion and feelings ruin the friendship we've made for the past years. For now, please respect my decision. I'm not ready and don't expect anything from me. I'm not giving you any hope. Let the fate decide. If we're meant to be, we'll be. I don't want things to be awkward and we started ignoring each other. It's not supposed to be that way. Let's just be the awesome us. Temporarily, I had enough of love and you have to know that.
"People say real love comes when you are not searching for it. That's why it's called falling in love. Because you don't force yourself to fall, you just fall."
