I really thought that yesterday plan was gonna be another boring Saturdays. Yes it was, but that happened in the late afternoon. I was utterly pissed off with Ayie Dear, he's just getting on my nerve.

As usual, Ayie Dear head to Jb first to fill up his bike tank, since it's more cheaper compare to Singapore's prices. After that, he fetched me at 5pm, and we head off to J.P first. Trust me, if not because of buying birthday present for my lil' brother, don't expect to see me there. I'm sick of J.P already. Thought of making a fast one, pick, pay and went off. But too bad, luck was not on our side, cos it started to pour heavily. And so, we rotted at J.P. Ayie Dear wanted to have a light meal for himself at Burger King, so yeah, I ate some fries while he bought himself a Rendang burger. I was pissed off, knowing that we're gonna stuck at J.P the whole day. That's when Nana messaged me if Ayiera wanna join them eating supper later at Simpang Bedok. But yeah, I couldn't gave a proper answer cos I am not in a good term with Ayie Dear. Then, we continued walking aimlessly, not knowing where to go. I even avoided talking to Ayie Dear. I know, how pathetic can I be. I couldn't blame him, as well as the bad weather, but I really have to admit that when I couldn't get something that I want, I'll tend to sulk. I really have this bad habit, and I have to change that attitude of mine. I couldn't just live my own way right.

And since Ayie Dear wanted to have his smoking session, we head to the nearest void deck. To kill the boredom, I snapped some photos, which you can see that, I was not being my usual self on that picture. And since Boyfy was busy browsing through his map book, I called Mily to accompany me on the phone for a little while.

Black day.

After that, we head back to J.P, and Boyfy decided to head off since the rain has stopped. Okay, no, I mean, it's still raining cat and dog. That's when I voiced up and asked, "U, nak gi mane?" And he said, "Balek ah. Abeh?" So I just agreed to it, since I'm not in the mood to even look at his face. And there he goes, heading to AYE highway and when I asked him where we headed to, he said, EAST COAST PARK. In the middle of the journey, it started to pour heavily, and he was pissed off. It's not my fault either, cos I didn't even asked him to head there. It's so hard to talk when we're riding on the bike, cos he just couldn't hear what I'm saying when I'm actually screaming at the top of my voice. And after tired of shouting and screaming, I kept myself quiet, not uttering a single word.

When we reached ECP, the rain has finally stopped, and we argued again. Here's the convo.

Boyfy: Tengok ah, nak sangat keluar kan? Maseh degil, tak paham2 lagi. Pentingkan diri sendiri je. Yang kene air hujan rabak tu is me tau, bukan u.

Me: Yang u gi sini buat ape? I tak suruh pun pe.

Boyfy: Eh u, I dah kenal u brape lama, I tahu lah, kalau i hantar u balik, u lagi mengamuk. Lagipun Azlinah ngn Wan ajak makan kan nanti kat Simpang Bedok, dari ECP gi Simpang Bedok, abit dekat. Kalau ikutkan hati i, hujan dah lebat mcm gini, gi rumah u je. Tapi nak ikut kehendak matair nyer pasal, nak kasi matair i happy, I sanggup tau bawak u gi sini. Tu lagi nak tuduh i yang i ade pmpn lain. Haiz, sedih seh.

I always told him that I'm not gonna trust him fully anymore after the incident happened. But now, he proved it to me that he loves me alot. He took his own innitiative to bring me somewhere. It really touches my heart, and that's when my love for him grew stronger. After that, I apologised, and we're back to normal. Happy smile, laughters, love, hugs, kisses, everything. I love every single time I had with him. But sadly, it's only for a little while.

Then we head to Simpang Bedok to have supper with Iwanana. After that, we went home at 1am.

Before I end this post, there's some wishes for my loved ones.