Friday, October 23, 2009
Hello, daily readers.
I'm back with more updates. I've not been active in blogging like how I used to, cos life's a bore ever since school has started.
So far, school was a mundane, cos this semester contains all theory modules and trust me, lessons are very dry. You couldn't imagine how heavy my eyelids were cos I've been sleeping late almost every night, and school started as early as 8 am in the morning. Now you see, I've been trying so hard to keep myself awake by slapping and pinching myself. Haha, yes, that's ridiculous but sometimes, I couldn't take it any longer, that I laid my head on the table and took a short nap. I know that I should be paying full attention to the module lecturers and planning to sleep early to avoid sleeping in class, but I'll try to adapt to it really soon cos I just realized that this semester's module is not gonna be as easy as the previous semester. Sigh, I've started to feel a little bit of pressure in me right now. I hope, I'm able to focus and avoid distractions. Insyaallah. (:
School aside. Now, this paragraph is gonna be very random. Skip this paragraph if you think you have nasty comments/remarks. Okay, it's about the people around me, especially my friends, cousins, loved ones, etc. Honestly, they're weird. And the fact is, I've never ever like my nose before cos maybe it's too long among the Malays. People has been talking about my nose, which I don't know why. I looked like an Arabian when I was a baby, but as I've started to grow older, my skin was tanned, and my long nose affects everything. Some people said, I look like some
minachi to them, which I'm so offended. Some people are careful with their words, like, "Eh, are you mixed or something? Your nose is long." People call me names like, Pinocchio, Witch, Hidung, etc. Tell me, who's not offended when people call you such names? My family don't have such long noses like I do. And when I was young, I even thought that I was adopted because I looked different from my parents. Yes, I know, I always have this negative thoughts. Fyi, my maternal grandpa was born in Penang, and in case you don't know, Penang people mostly have long noses. That's when I realized that I've got it from my maternal grandpa. Wondering why I'm the unlucky one who've got that nose. But as time goes by, I've made some reflections, and I thought to myself, why should I not be thankful of having a long nose? I don't have what other people have, and other people don't have what I have. I'm unique. So why bother? Comments means jealousy, cos too bad, you don't have those unique nose like I do. Sometimes, enough is enough right? I've been hearing it over and over again, whenever I made new friends. Aww, don't these people ever met any Malays with long noses before? Pity you people.
Otak so square lorhhh. Pasal hidung pun nak comment? Haha! Pathetic much. It's a gift from God, if you criticized me, you are criticizing Allah too. I'm not perfect, so are you. So why commenting on others, when you yourself are not perfect? I'm sorry to say this, but you're just low class people with no brains. (:
Moving on, Boyfy is sick right now, and I'm dead worried for him. I hope you will get well soon, cos I badly wanna go out with you tomorrow. Rest well and don't forget to eat your pills k sayang. You know that I care for you so much. Okay, I guess, this post was long enough already, am I right? I shall end here then. Goodbye to them, dear readers. (:
AYIE is loved.
xoxo
Muacks
Hello, daily readers.
