Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Sometimes, people tend to have its ups and downs in their life. That's what happened to me a few days ago. And now, I've finally decided on where to go. I wanted to move on in Higher Nitec. I've not yet submitted my JAE registration since Shaa told me that the operating hours were closing at 5pm today. I've decided which course to take and I'm ready to start afresh.
Yesterday I went to Republic Polytechnic to submit my GCE O' Level result and CCA certificate under DAE registration. If my luck was good, I'll pray and thank Allah. If not, I'll continue my study in ITE. I'm taking a longer route. It's okay, take it slow. Thanks to everyone who have encouraged me to move on and make me realised that I can work harder in ITE.
Yes, you guys might be thinking that I should have repeat my O's instead of going to ITE. Even Ashraf said, 'You got a chance to go to the Express Stream when you were in Secondary 3 and you have only 2 options; Junior College or Polytechnic. ITE is not an option.' And to those who have the same mindset with this fellow, here's my answer to you.
My answer is, no point retaking my O's if I'm not motivated to study anymore. Worst come to worst, I'll have to face the same old thing again next year. Why should I? I know the outcome will be much more better but if my mindset were saying that I'm not interested to study anymore, my result will be the same or worst than someone who never studied for their O'Levels at all. Allah have other plans for me. So, I'll just wait for things to happen.
And those who thinks that I'm just plain stupid, I'm not. I work really hard for my O' Level Examination. I know you think it's a big lie because you believe that all the hardwork will be awarded with good results. And to those who thinks that I failed my O'Level because I involved in BGR, excuse me. Ayie is not some typical Mats who do not give me any time to study. Instead he's the one who had been encouraging me not to give up. If not because of him, I would have gain 40 over points. But yes, I don't know why. I'm not as lucky as the one who passed. A friend of mine didn't study at all and yet, he passed. So you're trying to say he put in alot of effort? No. Like what I said, Allah have other plans for me. It's all about luck.
It's not my day on 12 January, but some day, I will. I wanted to prove to everyone that I'm not a loser. Once again, thank you to those who have encouraged me not to give up hope yet especially to my love ones. And I love Ayie so much.
9 more days for my Army dude to come home.
2 more days to Ayiera's 16th Monthsary.
Sometimes, people tend to have its ups and downs in their life. That's what happened to me a few days ago. And now, I've finally decided on where to go. I wanted to move on in Higher Nitec. I've not yet submitted my JAE registration since Shaa told me that the operating hours were closing at 5pm today. I've decided which course to take and I'm ready to start afresh.
