Thursday, January 8, 2009
I don't know how to start this letter; I have so much emotion in my heart. I never thought this would happen, never thought that I will be alone for the next 3 months, that we would say our goodbye. Tears are the memory we have of each other and yet I lose them every time I cry thinking of you. They say time heals broken hearts but what do they know, they're not in my shoes.
No more late night calls, no more jokes and laughters, no more fighting because of lame stuff, no more happy moments, no more outings, no more tickling from you, no more running at Sentosa Beach, no more playing 'Stick' and 'Chikopak' games, no more spending time with each other, no more running in the rain, no more singing in Kbox, no more wrong lyrics, no more cycling, no more watching late online movies, no more Msn pool game, no more taking funny faces shots, no more watching movies in cinema, no more waiting for each other outside the toilet when one of us wanted to pee, no more massaging one another, no more chilling at EastCoast Park, no more care and concern, no more laughing at each other, and no more everything.
Mohd Az-Dzaahiir Bin Mohd Daud,
I want you to promise me one thing. Please take good care of yourself in the camp. Yes, I'm trying my very best to stay strong. Even if you think that this will only take a few months, I still can't bare to lose you. I need you by my side. I really could not imagine what would I've done without you after you're away for a few months. I promise to you that I'll not let you down, I'll wait for your return. Please return fast sweetheart. And don't worry, I'll take good care of myself and I know what is right and what is wrong for making decision.
Botak head; Green Army uniform; Big bodies; Dark; Marching. That's what you are soon and no matter what, I still love you from the bottom of my heart. Return fast and make me proud, dear.
I've written this with tears and blood that drips from my heart.
I don't know how to start this letter; I have so much emotion in my heart. I never thought this would happen, never thought that I will be alone for the next 3 months, that we would say our goodbye. Tears are the memory we have of each other and yet I lose them every time I cry thinking of you. They say time heals broken hearts but what do they know, they're not in my shoes.
