Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Exams are done but I screwed few papers. Whatever, what's done can't be undone. If I'm meant to fail then so be it. If I'm passing everything, then zomg, thank God. Im stress-free from today onwards. I'm actually feeling pretty down right now. I don't know why. I just got my period a few days ago, so not to worry. It's prolly just PMS. Well, I hope so. I kind of feel like, a loser. A lonely loser, to be more detailed. I just miss not having someone to share my day with, text to when I'm bored, hug me when I'm sad or cheer me up when I'm mad. I know it sounds cliche' but that's just how I feel.I viewed Shaa's blog and since she said that she missed me alot, oh well, what should I say then, you MUST miss me. Crap. Oh, I miss school like really much. Ever since I sat beside Shaa, I cannot shut my mouth up. Neither can she. She's turning into a 24/7 chatterbox machine. She talks every damn minute and I cannot shut her up. Sometimes she'll talk to herself and I'll just pretend as if I'm listening. HAHAHHAHA, oi don't tell her. But it's fun sitting beside her, because she'll make me laugh like 80% of the time I'm in school. The 20% is for being totally lame. Like, seriously lame and weird. She's a downright geek, so that explains it. Ross was okay too. She likes to sleep during Chemistry and she always got caught by Mdm Hoo. HAHAHA. She's funny too. Sometimes Shaa and I make fun of her, without making it too obvious :D. Okay why the hell am I talking about them? -.- So anyway, because of Shaa, I cannot concentrate most of the time. The only time I can is during Maths. That's the only subject I concentrate on in school. Others? Heck no. Haha. Mark my words, Shaa. IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU. :pSweety, I miss you more than I've missed anything before, but at the same time I love you for everything you are. Although I can't bring my lips to your ear and whisper how much I love you, you're like my hero from those fairy tales, like the one who saved the broken-hearted princess and stole her heart, the ones with the happy ending, when they got married and lived happily ever after. Yeah, just like those. I hope our story ends with a "Happily Ever After." But dreams come true. Just like in fairy tales. I love you so much. I always will. ♥
Exams are done but I screwed few papers. Whatever, what's done can't be undone. If I'm meant to fail then so be it. If I'm passing everything, then zomg, thank God. Im stress-free from today onwards. I'm actually feeling pretty down right now. I don't know why. I just got my period a few days ago, so not to worry. It's prolly just PMS. Well, I hope so. I kind of feel like, a loser. A lonely loser, to be more detailed. I just miss not having someone to share my day with, text to when I'm bored, hug me when I'm sad or cheer me up when I'm mad. I know it sounds cliche' but that's just how I feel.
