Sunday, September 7, 2008
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To my beloved, Eezaa a.k.a Baby Flizo.
I just saw your blog, your post. And I know how much you're hurt by what he said. I know he constantly picks on you and singling you out for minute reasons. But I hope you really understand his position. I didn't side anyone in this case. It may seems like he's always favouring you. It seems illogical. But that's the fact. Both of them, W and A, always try giving you whatever you want. It's not that you're not in their good books, but maybe those past things you did, had a great impact on them. Self-reflection here may help, dear. I'm sorry if this appears blunt and unfeeling. Naturally the level of trust goes down between you and them.
You're hurt, I know. But believe me, deep down that anger they still love you very much. Very much. I was hurt too, by things they did, but I guess that's become quite a routine already. Some people hurt me, I get angry, sometimes I cried too. But I give myself an hour to mull over it, then get on with more important things in my life. So if I can do it, so can you babe. Putting aside your bitchiness(haha), just know that, I will love you no matter what happens.
Prelim 2 starts tomorrow. I'm not well-prepared for it but insyaallah, I will do my very best. Today is already 1 week of fasting month. There's still 3 more weeks to go. So, people, may the endurance have in you.
I've started to miss boyfy. I mean, oh come on, who doesn't when you cannot spent your time with boyfy at all since it's the fasting month and exam period. I hate you like so much, bloody O'Level. Baby, hope I could meet you up like really soon since I miss you so much. Insyaallah, when the day comes, we will meet up. I'm going to hug you tightly and give you 32 kisses that I owed you on the evening of our 1st year anniversary. Time, I demand you to move faster please. :D
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To my beloved, Eezaa a.k.a Baby Flizo.
