Thursday, September 25, 2008
I'm sick again, like real sick. My stomach was giving me problem yesterday night. I don't have the guts to actually wake Mother up but I have to since the 'minyak kapak' was with her. So I leave with no choice. I slept like really late yesterday due to the pain cause by the stomach. Believe it or not, I really cried yesterday okay. But what to do, the pain was unbearable. Mother woke me up for pre-dawn meal but afraid that the pain will come again. And true, it came back when I was ready for school. And so I ditched school today.
Alright, I have to admit that I did badly for Prelims and I have to pull my sock real high this time round to catch up with the others. I regretted for not studying for Prelims. I can feel the pressure right now since O' Level is like a few weeks away. I have to buck up. Come on, Tyra. Don't give up half way. Finish the race, yaw!
So, I am not allowed to celebrate Raya since O' Level is in October. I know it sounds pitiful, but I know I'm strong to face everything. I hope my stomach will not give me problems again like Prelims when I'm doing the most imporatant subject, Mathematics! I had enough of it. I really wish it won't happen during O' Level.
Missing boyfy right now. He's busy with work and license and I'm busy with studies and O' Level. Oh, I hate the feeling when I have no chance to actually have fun. But this is life. Everyone have to face it one day. And the time has come for me. Insyaallah May Allah Bless Me, Amin.
No matter what, I'm still loving you sweetheart.
I'm sick again, like real sick. My stomach was giving me problem yesterday night. I don't have the guts to actually wake Mother up but I have to since the 'minyak kapak' was with her. So I leave with no choice. I slept like really late yesterday due to the pain cause by the stomach. Believe it or not, I really cried yesterday okay. But what to do, the pain was unbearable. Mother woke me up for pre-dawn meal but afraid that the pain will come again. And true, it came back when I was ready for school. And so I ditched school today.
