"Everyone's a bitch this week. What the f* did I do wrong, God? Why Why Why?"
I'm sick for 2 days so I ditched school. I feel so melancholic. My heart feels heavy, literally. My whole chest, as if it weighs a hundred pounds. Everything doesn't seem to make sense to me anymore. I've lost my faith. I've lost my hope. I've lost all my confidence. Everything is a blur. I'm going through a swirl of emotions. I cried, I smiled, I cried, I laughed. You said you'll be there for me when I need you,but where are you now? I can't be with a person who keeps things away from me. I don't understand you at all. You're no longer who I thought you were. I was right about you in the first place.
You liked me. You convinced me. You got me. 11 months ago you were my baby, but now I don't know you at all. Don't you realised you've changed? I do. I miss who you were when I first got to know you. You were so much different. Honestly speaking. I really did loved you, the person I thought you were. But now, Now ... I feel like a ...Fool. If you're holding on to this whole thing for pity's sake, forget it. I rather risk myself being hurt now, than to pretend everything's alright. I don't understand you at all. Baby, talk to me. Please.
