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Monday, July 7, 2008

The past week has been pretty hectic especially this week since I know that I have to stay back for extra classes. A whole lot of work everywhere, revision notes all over my table. I haven't had the time to sort everything out. I have been having a really lackluster attitude towards school these days, I don't know why. Actually I do know why but that's another matter entirely. It's uber upsetting, cause I can't seem to muster up any enthusiasm for my studies and I desperately need to. I have to admit, I'm scared. I'm really scared and it freaks me out to know that I'm this scared when it is only the Prelim 2 (SPE2). I want to do well really badly, but I'm afraid I won't and end up disappointing everyone. The SPE1 marks were a total eye-opener, because all my marks was absolutely atrocious especially Maths. I have no idea what's wrong, my Maths is getting worse every test. I don't want my once best subject to turn into my downfall.

I don't want to disappoint myself in the SPE2, because naturally I would have my own expectations for myself. I don't want to get demoralized and not feel the drive to study anymore. Because I don't want to work so hard and one day not feel the adrenaline pumping through my veins anymore, and break down. I want to do well so that I can get good results so that I'll feel motivated to work harder and get as-brilliant-or-maybe-better results for my OLevels, so that I can go to poly and land an awesome job in a sleek office and make my parents oh-so-proud and live happy forever. I want to do well, damnit.

And to my sweet boyfriend,
I love you with the deepest passion and I wish we could see each other every day but I know that you're so far away. It hurts me to know how I sometimes can be a little selfish when it comes to you, but, Babyboy, I'm in the deepest love for you! Did you know that I think about you at night wishing you were here? I love you, my ZOYI. I want you to know how I feel. We really need to talk but then again I don't know. My heart bleeds blood for you and I can't see. My stomach hurts and my head is throbbing but I want you to know more than anything that I miss you.





TIARA ATYRA

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