Friday, June 27, 2008
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Shitass! It's the end (practically) of the third week! And the month of June will be leaving us really soon. I know, don't cry, I totally understand. I feel really guilty cause to date I have not been doing wholly productive work. I'm afraid the urgency of the situation is not quite sinking in yet. Everytime I sit down to do my work, I always hope that I would feel that adrenaline rush that would propel me to study for 5 hours, but to no avail. So go ahead, tell me I'm a failure. My mom has imposed an Internet ban on me. As of when school reopened, I am only allowed to go online during weekends maybe? This is another attempt to entice me to study Chemistry like the good little girl she always wished I could be. But darn, it's too fun being bad. Ha-ha.
Today is Friday, and lesson is starting as per normal on Tuesday since I still have my Science Physics and Science Chemistry paper 1 on Monday. I have mixed feelings about this. At first I thought I would be all, "Bollocks, I don't want to go to schooool!" But now, I am kind of looking forward to it. I want to start studying again, start working. I know, this sudden enthusiasm baffled me too. Maybe I just had a wakeup call when I just realise I can't do my Prelim papers properly. Oh, how great! Don't blame me. I get totally pissed off and distracted because all this while, more noises are coming from the stupid bloody machines. There are alot of renovation works going on in my neighbourhood area. They are doing repairs, reroofing and dig grounds to build a lift. All the scraping sounds and foreign accents are driving me crazy. That aside, the weather these days have been absolutely beautiful, so I guess that's a good sign. Anyway, I can't blog lengthy posts anymore. Don't cry, I know you're broken up about it. (If you're cheering, I'll punch you to China.) Laughs.
Lately I have been having trouble sleeping. I don't know why, I can't seem to fall asleep in two seconds, like I could before. Then I'll be stuck with all these horrific thoughts about school and stuff, and I can't force my brain to stop thinking about it all. I have become so desperate, I actually attempted counting sheep. Then I stopped after seven cause it dawned on me how pathetic I must have seemed. But luckily, boyfy is there to accompany me the whole night. Told'cha he's the sweetest thing ever.
I think my stomach is giving me problems again. I shall end my post for now. I've already update. So don't go to me and ask me to update alright. Take care, readers! I miss boyfriend!
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Shitass! It's the end (practically) of the third week! And the month of June will be leaving us really soon. I know, don't cry, I totally understand. I feel really guilty cause to date I have not been doing wholly productive work. I'm afraid the urgency of the situation is not quite sinking in yet. Everytime I sit down to do my work, I always hope that I would feel that adrenaline rush that would propel me to study for 5 hours, but to no avail. So go ahead, tell me I'm a failure. My mom has imposed an Internet ban on me. As of when school reopened, I am only allowed to go online during weekends maybe? This is another attempt to entice me to study Chemistry like the good little girl she always wished I could be. But darn, it's too fun being bad. Ha-ha.
