Thursday, May 8, 2008
Who cares if I'm blogging every 2 seconds? It's better than not updating this piece of crap at all. I will blog every opportunity I get because I know that in a few months time, I wont be able to touch the computer. O Levels and all. Pfft. I think that right now we LITERALLY are feeling the effects of global warming. The world, it seems, is getting much warmer. In fact, saying that the world is getting "warmer" is like saying I think Aaron Carter is hot when he was young..? What the hell am I babbling about? The temperature is freaking high. It is at times like these that I wish bras weren't invented.
To think that the day had to start off with Maths and POA got the worse out of me. For a fraction of a second, I thought I couldn't be able to survive the whole 5 periods of pure boredom. Turns out, I was wrong. Okay fine, the first few minutes of POA was extremely boring to the extent that I thought of just putting my head on the table and just sleep and ignore whatever punishment to come. But then, I got the hang of the lesson and was able to keep my eyelids feeling lighter. Oh my god it was a lucky thing I didn't fall asleep or else I would have gotten something I really didn't bargain for. Maths was fine I guess. Not as boring as what I had pictured in mind. We had our Maths test and I'll flung for sure. Screw myself for studying everything at a very last minute.
The lessons after recess was perfect,really. First up was Mother Tongue and we got back our Malay paper 2 and listening comprehension. Yay? Surprisingly, I got 18 out of 20 for my listening comprehension. Thanks to my deaf ears. However I've done quite badly for my Malay paper 2; 45 out of 70. Sucks number, isn't it? Eventhough I'm one of the passing ones and alot of them failed badly for their Malay. I knew that my Malay will drop one day, and guess what? I was so right. I keep on bugging Mdm Mas for extra marks. Pfft. Then it was chemistry. I hate Science and like WOW! The two periods seemed to pass by so fast I tell you! English bores me justnow. I thought we were going to get back our test and just spend the whole 156 hours(seems like it) going through it but we have a conference talk with subject teachers about our attitude in class. 4E2 seems not to be ready for Olvl I think. Wake up, classmates! Education is the only way out of poverty. Endure as a class. Prove our teachers wrong! And surprise surprise, I reached school way earlier than usual, at 7.15! Omg did I hear applause? I wonder why these days I've been feeling really ecstatic. Aaah, I love life! Do you? Okay whatever.
I ditch friends for a reason. I don't make friends and then leave them just like that. I'm not that heartless, mind you. You should be thankful I haven't yet talk trash to you like I did to others. Maybe you should reflect on your ownself before shooting words at me. Stop acting so innocent, like as if you didn't do anything wrong. You make it seem as if I'm the one to be blame. You yourself don't realise what you're doing. Maybe you should check up on yourself and see what you've done wrong. I've had enough of being your doll. You should be appreciative that I'm at least giving you time to think for yourself and then apologise to me. It's okay if you refuse to, cause in the end, I won't be the one living in denial. You are. And it's not my loss anyway, I've told you and I gave you a chance to make it up to me. Now it's your choice to pick which way you want to. I've never been this nice to anyone else I've ditched and at least I haven't been a bitch to you, like you are to me, shooting words without knowing your own self. At least I'm smart enough to realise that. I'm not angry. Neither am I annoyed. I don't and I won't blame any of you girls for it. But yes, I am dissappointed. I mean, we've waited so long and this is the outcome? Who wouldn't be upset right?
Dearest, you will forever be my bestfriend, boyfriend and hopefully, my husband. (I MUST marry you!) Ha-ha. Why am I so desperate? Laughs. And despite all our fights that lasted for atleast 1 day (max), I will never never ever have the thought of letting you go. Note : I will never. I'm looking forward for the future now. Because I know, I have a reason for living. It's you. I want to spend every second of my life with you. Because you're worth spending time with. I never doubted your love before. I feel the love I've been yearning for. Thank you. And oh. You're so unpredictable. I'm loving you more each day! I can see myself growing old with you! Us, sitting at the seashore, looking back at the times when we were still young, reading back our love letters, going through the photo albums, remembering the calls we always had, laughing at how stupid we were when we were fighting, going through tough times together. I love you okay, dearest? Nothing could ever change that fact. I repeat, NOTHING.
I shall end here, readers! Goodbye!
Boyfy is LOVED!
8 more days to 8 monthsary! ((:
Who cares if I'm blogging every 2 seconds? It's better than not updating this piece of crap at all. I will blog every opportunity I get because I know that in a few months time, I wont be able to touch the computer. O Levels and all. Pfft. I think that right now we LITERALLY are feeling the effects of global warming. The world, it seems, is getting much warmer. In fact, saying that the world is getting "warmer" is like saying I think Aaron Carter is hot when he was young..? What the hell am I babbling about? The temperature is freaking high. It is at times like these that I wish bras weren't invented.
