Packed with nothing but a hectic schedule, I don't know when on earth I'm supposed to be getting my true, long awaited for, supposedly rest of the year. I've got Geography for like two, solid hours on the 10th of June. And it's like 1 day after my birthday. Pfft. Yeah, luckily today's Geography lesson was cancelled last minute. It's a good news by the way. I cannot believe that either but somehow my "believe it" pills worked so I'm over the shock now. However though, I missed Chemistry lesson on Tuesday due to my stomach flu. Mdm Hoo sounded promising enough and said we'll be finishing the book soon. And since I absent myself on Tuesday, I have to meet up with classmates to summarise everything up. Yeah. I cannot wait to reach the last page of the book because I don't really fancy chemistry. I just happen to like the practical part. Yeah, and to think that she doesn't really go into that. Sigh.
I'm not sure why I'm typing in such a manner, not to say that it's bad or so, I mean, I guess it's good to talk about the reality of life rather than crapping about your everyday life that everyone doesn't bother unless you're hot, super and popular. Now that, would it be wise for you to cram up your blog posts with your life 24/7. Like everyone, I do hope I'll do well for the O's. There's so much competition and yes, we might even start or break friendships because everyone seems so busy and cooped up with studies that they somehow forget to have fun. I'm not saying that all O level's candidates face this situation but I think many do. Till then, use your June holidays wisely. (:
One last thing, Omg, if you're smart, you wouldn't give excuses such as these. These are the things that annoy the fuck out of me when I see anonymous numbers appearing on my phone. It seriously bugs the hell out of me when guys I do not know call or text to 'get to know me'/'knl2', I usually hang up the phone or don't bother to reply the moment they say that. Don't you understand I'm attached? If they're really fucken stubborn, well too bad, then I'll hung up the phone. Simple as that. If you text and I didn't reply you after an hour, that means you can't be bothered. I'M ATTACHED, GET IT? So don't waste your bloody time, my bloody time and your money texting me, I won't reply you, not today, tomorrow or next year. And it's a turn off for me, if you try to lie and use excuses up when I asked you how you get my number. That's the stupidest excuse I've ever heard. I have better things to do. I AM FULLY ATTACHED TO MUHD AZ-DZAAHIIR BIN MUHD DAUD! So uh ya, fuck off!
My dear love, I have many mistakes I must admit. In this world we are all humans. We are all entitled to commit mistakes and have a chance to learn and grow and make them better. I thank you for being the man that I have always wanted but I feel like you cut me off from my transformation to the beautiful women I was becoming, the women that you have always wanted and desired. I have asked too many times for a chance. Our love is still there we both know that for sure. If it's there, we should grow together and make it work. I miss you at night when your arms are not around me, or when you are not making me laugh when I'm sad. I miss everything about you. I know you better than anyone and I also know that deep inside, you feel the same way. This world is confusing and I know what you mean but all I am saying is please forgive me and give us that chance. I love you BABAT! Looking forward for tomorrow's outing baby.
Since my week or rather my day has been a mundane, unimaginative and not anywhere near fantabulous, I shall not touch on any parts of my day's events, if there is any. (zzz) Today had been such a nice warm bubbly hot day, to sum up everything. I'm experiencing major laziness to update my blog because well, I have no idea. There were no symptoms at all to this so-called-suppose to be a mild diseases. It's not contagious and it's not healthy as many of you should know. And as I ramble on, it looks like this is going to be a long post I guess. Besides that, I'm feeling like a counsellor now. I have no idea why I'm feeling so lethargic. It's strange to feel such ubber craziness, especially when it's me the craziness is referring to. Lately, I went around blogs, searching for an ideal post to talk about and still, no doubt I have not found any good tittles to rattle on. but there's one thing that struck my mind lately. And you guess it wrong, no it's not the crazy, fanatical screams for a guy, like you-know-who. It's more of the O' level term I'm inspired to talk about. It's a great subject to ramble on as it's the most important risk in my life that I am taking as either a 16 or 17 year old kid. Yes, I repeat, kid.
