So I've decided that I shouldn't care much about what others think of me. I mean, it won't affect me abit would it? Furthermore, I've got much better things to think of and be worried about now like Olevel. Anyways, wouldn't life be much better without people who doesn't realise their own flaws and go like "Wassup with her"? Yeah. So that's kind of about it. Having so many friends isn't my greatest priority in life. Because the more friends you have, the more life would be even difficult. Unless you have like, the perfect-est friend in the whole universe. Too bad, nobody was born a perfect. So now you know why I dont really bother trying to get so close to each and everyone. And now you know why I'm not very social and all. Having so many friends doesn't make you look cool. It makes you seem desperate.
A middle finger for you, and I hope you go to hell, wait, you're already going to hell, thats for sure. Well, I hope you die a terrible death. I know you hate me by the way you treat me in school, I don't care. But this, I can't ignore cause you're really going overboard. You're being unreasonable, racist and unfair. Normal technical and academic students can get piercings and tattoos, and they don't get detention. I only got my inner ear piercings, and that was from like 2 years back? It doesn't make sense, doesn't it? You're seriously nuts. I'm not gonna get detention, I swear to god. I'll fight for my own rights. I got friends to support me. We'll see who wins in the end. Plus, don't think you're the biggest fuck in school, you're just a teacher, you're not the principal. So don't go around telling me what punishment i'll get. You just teach, so mind your own fcuking business. Furthermore, it's not like I showed my piercing to everyone, in fact, I wore a earstick instead. And I used it since long time ago. Oh my. You're such an outdated person. It's my ear, it's my choice, whether I wanna get my ears pierce or not. Who the fuck are you to tell me what I can or cannot do? You're not my dad for god's sake. So once again, mind your own fcuking business. Don't act as if you own the damn school. You big dickshit. And yes, bastard, I'm referring to you, SINGH the sticky turban!
I miss my love oh-so-badly ever since like ever! ): It's been days, hell yes. I've not seen nor laid my fingers on his face for so long. It's like our meetings are on hiatus of some sort. I miss Boyfy! Don't worry, you're still missed dearly. I have a hard time sleeping these days. After talking on the phone with him, I'll usually be sound asleep instantly after hanging up. Now, I result in tossing & turning before knocking myself out. On the other hand, I think I'll have to stop the meet-ups for a while. I NEED, eh noooo, I MUST & HAVE TO study! I don't wanna end up crying again upon getting the O-lvl results. When I say it goes, it goes! And no one's gonna stop me from going home straight when the time comes for me to do so. This is not only goes out to Boyfriend, but to MY GIRLS TOO.
This post is such a mundane and too word-y. I shall end here. Goodbye, readers!
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I've been feeling sucky these few days and it's not moodswings, I swear. I don't know if it's because I'm all tensed out with school or im feeling fucked up with my own family or just feeling plain lonely. But I'm pretty sure, it's a mixture of all 3. School has been hectic, with all the projects/ homeworks/ extra classes. For family, I've been avoiding my sister, since she got nothing better to do and scold me for every damn little thing everytime she's at home. I think she has gone nuts. And I'm somehow feel so insecure without him. There's a lot of things going through my mind every now and then. I can hardly sleep in the night, and when the sun starts to be seen, others can find me yawning like nobody's business. No words can describe my feeling now. Sometimes I just feel like knocking my head on the table and let everything out of my heart. Why do people seems not to realise the tears?
