Friday, April 4, 2008
Since I was prohibited of posting about today's activity, my post will be a short and sweet one. Apology for that. It was a top secret. [Insert cheeky look] School has been very nasty. Shucks. Teachers are draining everything out of me. Chemistry practical was dotdotdot. I keep dropping and spilling things onto my paper. Laughs. Physics is just like brain+happiness vacuum cleaner who tries really hard to suck everything out of me. (Sorry I cant think of any better impersonation or whatever you call it) BUT classmates has been pretty okay.
CCA Recognition Day was fine justnow. Ohman, today's the last day of me becoming the Vice-Captain of the Hiphop Club. Im happy for Iqah to take over my place when I have step down. Im really happy for you babe. I dont know whether I should cry or laugh. Im sad but at the same time, I have to concentrate on my Os. Gees, that is soooo cliche.
YAY! I love maths. I love maths. I looooove maths. I think Im actually goood. Laughs. Well well well. Look who we've got here- A Once Maths Failure Suddenly Realising The True Meaning Of The Importance And Merriment Of The Most Wonderful Subject Ever Created. (I'm not trying to be ego here but I just feel that way) Damn.
Just remember, when you're feeling down and pressurised, when you feel like the whole weight of the world is on you and you dont have anybody supporting you, when you cant think of anything else except drink nail polish and swallow batteries, just..listen to me, and you'll suddenly feel all recharged and good, that.. you'll drink nail polish more.
And ohh, my Anugerah Band audition is this Sunday at 9.30am at Junction 8 Level 3. Do come down and support Cermin. K that's it? I'm starting to have my moodswings and PMS coming along so try to understand uh k. Yesssss I feel like slamming you down when you irritate me slightly. Grr k bye.
A msg for boyfy:
Dear Love,
I have been thinking to myself a lot lately over what went wrong and what makes me feel terribly awful. I have to accept that lies and falsehoods won't lead me anywhere, but I guess I was just really head over heels falling for you! I might have done many silly things but I just couldn't help doing such stupid things just to win back your attention.
I really went through a lot trying to prove a point, because lately I have noticed that you seem to turn cold whenever we chat. I am not sure, but I hope that my feeling is wrong. I should have been giving some reasons for what I feel. Perhaps you've been busy these past few days or have a lot of pressure at your school? I'm just not really use to it; I mean you seem quite cold. Whenever we chat, I just want to have the best of it, the best of you and the best of us. I might have said it's a "game" but it is not. I am really longing to have you back. I want to see the old Ayie and hang out with you.
I know that I have hurt you for what I've done and I am asking for your forgiveness and hoping that we could start all over again. I really cherish those moments when everything was going great, and you're so cool. I could hardly take the reality of losing you. I really want the old Ayie back. If loving you was wrong, I don't want to be right and if living without you is right, I would rather be wrong all my life. I love you and I always will.
Love always,
Me.
Since I was prohibited of posting about today's activity, my post will be a short and sweet one. Apology for that. It was a top secret. [Insert cheeky look] School has been very nasty. Shucks. Teachers are draining everything out of me. Chemistry practical was dotdotdot. I keep dropping and spilling things onto my paper. Laughs. Physics is just like brain+happiness vacuum cleaner who tries really hard to suck everything out of me. (Sorry I cant think of any better impersonation or whatever you call it) BUT classmates has been pretty okay.
