I hate to be one of them who blogs about the major exam but really, make this an exception. I am truly and deeply very very afraid. Okay maybe I shouldnt be using my energy being afraid but use my energy studying instead. Yeah i know, copes.
For, so help me, I was stress. And I am still. Whenever I look in the mirror, I saw that Athirah who is always happy at heart. However, what I really saw in the mirror today was the distortion, the gloomy Athirah. So okay, though I know the exact causes of all these pressures, I still cannot understand why certain things just have to happen. Im not trying to sound like some girl who cannot understand what in the world is going on in her life neither am I trying to sound like some person who is just plain stupid. I am trying to fathom out every single detail I dont understand but had happened to me.
While in the library having geography just now, I could have died if I were to stay longer. Sure, it didnt felt that long an hour, but sitting directly infront of the aircon, was freezing the shit out of me. And my fingers actually went all numb. And let me correct something. Its not that Im unfriendly. I am just not bothered, to smile, or to even manage a simple wave. Really. And then people will thinking im all arrogant. I know. I act like one. But see, not smiling or waving or being all spastic doesnt mean I'm a bitch of some sort. And I am the living proof. Lifeskill lesson was a crap lesson ever. Mr Lum was discussing about doing a study time table with our class when everyone's get bored and started to yawn. So Mr Lum stopped his lesson and played a 'zip,zap,zing' game. It was a crap but still it was a fun one.
Oh shit! I just realised my Mother Tongue O-Level is coming nearer. My Mother Tongue is slacking like alot. I have to improve my Mother Tongue for whatever reasons. I should use malay language more often now. Alamak, kekok nyerr!
Aku cinta Ayie banyak-banyak laaa seyhh! Laughs. That's not a proper Malay. Ohmyy. I have to start reading malay dictionary. [Insert weird look]
I shall end here readers! :)
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NAPFA test suck big time. Whatever shitty incident happened justnow, I want a retest for my shuttle run, standing broad jump and sit and reach. I don't care. Oh myy. Drop the subject. Studies? Well, I slack like really alot. And its no doubt it was all the result of the continuous late night sleeps and the pressure I am feeling now. At sec 4, how in the bloody world can you not feel the pressure..the tension.. yes, in short, the.major.exam.
