[1] I think I really need anger management, before I go bonkers, head on the floor feet in the air.
[2] Boyfy, I love you no matter what.
[3] I miss dance & I really do. Especially my Lil' Nutz babe. Oh god.
[4] This will be my last post before hiatus. (Like real. Ha-ha.)
Seriously, almost everything around me ticked me off. My hair, breakfast, mum's rantings and of course, studies. I need to overcome this. REALLY, I do. Prelim part 1 starting soon, and before one know it, Prelim part 2 will come. Grrr. Students are living through hell now. And the world isn't as peaceful as it seemed to be. Conflicts x 100 are everywhere. Thanks to some vain and empty-headed people who thinks that they are cool by tormenting and fooling around with people's feelings. Why put your dignity on the line? Please, stop everything. You're ruining a person's life, which sadly, that someone has only one to live. Shucks, I feel like killing. & I just hate the line "after O-levels". Some things just can't wait that long I guess. Come on? Are you sure in the period of at least 5 months, everything's gonna be the same? I doubt so. Definitely our perceptions on several issues will change. We might even forget about it in the midst of preparing for your Olevels. Of course things like jobs and holidays can wait, but what about matters involving the heart and feelings?
And recently, it's been hard for me to live up to expectations. It's crushing me, you bet. Why can't people just mind their bloody business and stop poking their nose on mine? I think I know my limit, and there's no need for you to critic me. Suck your own ass. Get a life, losers. I hate expectations. Find yours first, which were left hanging. To these people, get off my back.
I hate PEs. Unfortunately, there's pe every week. There's pe tomorrow. I hate PEs. I dont fancy hot weather either. Well actually, thing is, I hate to sweat. That pretty much about sums up this few. Moving on, Mdm Hoo's lesson was really slow. Honestly, it sucked abit. I mean, I'm going to sit for my O's in September. Although we only have two chapters to go before the O's. Chemistry is one subject I try to score. So for Mdm Hoo teaching skills, makes my soul shiver. Really. And then comes Maths. I really hope i can at least score a B for Maths. And a C for Physics if not a B. Shrugs. I'll try. I'm practicing on my structured essay question for now because basically, that's the part which pulls my marks down. And Malay O's will be in may. Malay is one subject I want to forget about because it doesn't interest me, at all. So I hope I can maintain passes or even distinctions for the O's. And then I've got source based to practice on. You know what? In short, I've got lots of revision to do. Almost every sec 4 & 5 students are talking about their major exams. Well I guess all of us really want to do well. And this major exam thingy is just shivering us from within. Everyone is scared, you could see for yourself. I really think spending time to study now won't be a waste. I wish you all the best of luck. Really.
Hey love, I need an apology if I ever hurt you. By not answering my calls doesn't solve the solution. I know you've been calling me a big fat liar. Yes, now I admit, I'm a big fat liar. Enough words. You hurt my feelings deep down but I will try my best to stay calm. I love you no matter what.
I shall end my crap here. Goodbye, readers!
I'm tired of textbooks. I'm tired of worksheets. I'm tired of piling homeworks. I'm tired of revisions after revisions. I'm tired of studying. Let's get the exams done and over with, please? Okay wait. I don't wanna get it done. I don't want exams at all. Pretty please? xD And I can't believe I'm saying this.. MYE officially starts next week. 
