Today? I guess it's considered as an okay. Classmates are super lame! Btw, how do I make them sound extreme? Okay, make that some malay boys and a chinese boy. They make jokes which are extremely, totally lame, and then they laugh, and I was like huh? I mean, kelakar tk per. This is like, haii. Undescribable. QingFeng, Hakim, Khairul, Akif. Four extreme lame boys with extreme lame jokes with extreme lame looks, extremely abnormal. And they keep making fun of Mr Lum.
There will be Speech Day later in the afternoon. So okay. I cannot,cannot wait to step down from CCA so that i can study without having disturbance after school. CCA just about sucks, but having it on a tuesday, seems to add another weight to 'suck'. I didnt meant to say that but try to be in my shoe alright. My week's pretty busy. Prelim exam are coming and I know I should like throw this computer away. If only humans are made with buttons, and then I could like press "study mode" or something. Only I dont think I want to be a robot.
I.SIMPLY.CANNOT.WAIT. Two things are coming my way. Like hell yeah. I just have to wait. In my mind, I'm going through this like a test- a test for patience. And I think Im doing pretty awesome, for a start. When I talk about this, my heart is like doing this flippy-flop kinda thing and my hands all shaky because of excitement and my brains going all yaba-yaba-doooooooo~
Okay so, I was thinking, about studies and boyfriend. Im near 16, in less than 2 months time, which really isn't far. I just realised that you know, Im becoming more matured and I take words even more seriously now. I hate it when people insult anything about me, I mean, what's so bad? Like as if you are so perfect. Call me names, and I will, I said- will, take it as serious as hell. I taste the bitter words, more like it. I dont like to be bossed around, or to be nagged at. And when it comes to boys, I think I've changed too. In short, everything of me has now changed. I am changing..to be someone better. And Im not quite sure I like the idea of that. I mean, being 16 is okay. but changing into someone which is not me at all? Uh-oh. Is being damn mature good? Two teachers remarked in my report book that I am very mature. Okay wait. I think I left out something. P.s Just because Im just abit older than you doesn't freakin mean I don't deserve respect. Im not rubbish neither am I some kind of cow dung. Respect me for being older than you. For all you know you'll be freaking sorry some day. I promise. I DESERVE ALL THE FREAKING RESPECT IN THE WORLD! *slams table*
Whenever I bloghop, I always want to see a new post in people's blog. But then, people don't really update that frequently. But then again, speak to myself(!) I've no idea why but I dont really enjoy blogging, but the thing is I still want to have a blog. Laughs.
I shall end here, readers! Bye for now!
I need a break. Really. I cannot stand it. I'm mentally and physically tired. Apparently, today was boring. The morning was cold. Really. And then it had to start off with a test. Social Studies to be precise. But thank god, it was managable. I did some last minute revision and memorisation and turns out, I could answer the questions. Okay fine. Half of the questions. The rest, I'm not that confident. As much as I like Social Studies, I still dislike the idea of having tests especially if it's on the last day of the week. (Roll eyes)
