Thursday, March 6, 2008
I had such a bad sleep yesterday. Firstly, I can't stop worrying for boyfy whether he was asleep or playing his psp game, the stress that he has with his driving license, our moments together, etc. Secondly, my body aches and I didn't have a comfortable position to sleep. I kept tossing in bed because something just wasn't right. My prediction was right when morning comes, it was the bloody malay teacher who confiscate my phone. The only thing that i just want to do was to kill him until I'm satisfied with it. Fcuk you upside down okay.
Life has its ups and downs. Things are going not fine, really, for me. Time flies so fast that I could hardly catch up. I'm freaking nervous and worried for the Atlas mass dance,cheer and especially, danceworks 2008. Sport's Day is left with 2 days and dancework's coming in a week time. [Insert worried look] I have to do too many things at a time. Alot of things came into my mind, as soon as I thought about it. Sigh. I'm freaking scared. I can insert alot of feelings now, but I'm not sure what. Don't understand? Me, either. Frankly, I ain't okay, at the moment. I really hope things will be better then.
As I was saying, I'm being so fickle-minded nowadays. I don't know why. Simple things made me go confused and changes my mind every now and then. Sigh. I'm so hating this feeling. Little things made me feels upset and I got very infuriated easily. Don't ask why.
Every now and then, I'm just so tired after I got back from school. After the long day of studying, I can't help myself to rest which leads me to sleeping. And there goes my homework, undone. I knew this would drag all year long unless I did something about it. But what? I guess I just cant make it to do my O's. Sigh. Oh nooooooo!! [Screams] Lethargic.
And now, I need my rest since tomorow I had a mass run in the morning. Baby, I swear I need you. I'm feeling so down that I really need someone to be with me.
Goodnight, readers!
