Dear Lover,
So much is on my mind I don't know where to start though. And to be honest with you, I really think we're losing love. Things don't seem the same anymore. Ayie, I really love you and want to be with you but this is not how. I know I'm not the kind of woman you've dreamed of.
The first time we supposedly broke up, you were telling me you wanted me back and you loved me - and it seemed like it was true, but now I don't know where our relationship stands. I'm feeling really confused; I don't know if I'm your girlfriend or just someone you can toy with. I need answers right about now.
I miss those times when you call me "Boncet." When I was exhausted at the end of the day and I called, you were always there to listen to me, to keep me fighting. You have been my inspiration, you helped me achieve my dreams. But now, they all fell apart.
Thank you for coming into my life. You were sent to be my angel. Thank you for everything, for all your sacrifices. Do take care of yourself & find someone better than me. I will always be there to support you.
We've done our best to make our relationship last longer, but things happen and we had to say goodbye. This goodbye would not mean forgetting our memories, they are too special to forget. It does not mean forgetting the things in our past that made us both better individuals. We had to say goodbye but I want you to remember this ... you will always have a special place in my heart. I consider myself lucky to experience a love as wonderful as yours.
For the last time, I love you, Babat.
