Wednesday, January 23, 2008
hey babe,
never did i think it was possible for one person to hurt another so badly.
i never wanted this for us;
i know we could have been great,
i know that i would have been with you for the rest of my life.
chance after chance i gave you,
and you threw them out the window,
i wanted nothing but the best with you.
i loved you so much.
i remember in the beginning how you treated me like a queen,
then it all just stopped one day.
maybe reality caught up to us,
maybe we just weren't meant to be.
never did i think it was possible to devote one's whole life to one person until the day that i met you.
you were everything to me for the last four months,
and now you can't be.
it's not that i don't want you;
it's not that i don't love you ...
i just can't put myself through the pain and rejection anymore.
i know that you don't understand nor do i expect you to.
i want you to know that i will always love you
and i will always remember you as the one who taught me how to love with my whole being.
i know it's hard on you; it's hard on me too.
i hope one day you'll understand why i have to do this ....
Ever yours, ever mine ... forever,
Athirah
hey babe,
