Monday, November 5, 2007
Dear Honey,
When we first met,
I didn't even consider you real.
You were just a pixel on a screen.
We talked more and I became so confused.
"How I could I have real feelings for a person I've never met?"
I'd ask myself.
Since then we have met.
I will never forget the first time I looked into your eyes;
it was at that very moment I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you.
In your eyes I saw everything I needed to know. It's been going to 2 months now.
Things have not been easy.
We've had our ups and downs but,
through it all, I do know what we have is so very real.
The first time I heard you say the words,
"I love you",
it was like I have been taken to Cloud 9
and I haven't gone down until now.
Right after you uttered those words
I asked myself, "Do I love you?",
and as I look for the answer,
I again asked: have you given me any reasons not to?
No.
I then realized that I have already fallen in love with you,
and yes ... I am so in love with you, AYIE!
In the past, I had always yearned for someone to love,
to cherish and to take good care of
- to whom I would share my dreams with
and make them come true.
I'd always walked around feeling so empty with a hole in my heart
that I thought would never get filled.
You filled that hole.
I think back to how empty my life was without you,
and I am so grateful that you are here.
I have found in you what it means to "love."
I tell you a million times a day,
each day that I love you.
Although you reciprocate these feelings,
I am sure that you have no inkling of the magnitude of exactly what they mean to me.
You can do the slightest thing
and it warms me.
You may not even realize it.
Each day has me falling more in love with you.
I love you more and more with each passing day.
And it eases me to know that as tomorrow approaches,
I will love you more than yesterday and tomorrow will be more than today.
You are really God's gift to me.
my answered prayer that I will forever cherish in my heart.
You are the most wonderful,
kind,
compassionate,
romantic,
smart,
sensible,
intelligent,
talented,
kind-hearted,
thoughtful,
congenial,
affectionate, appreciative,
loyal,
caring,
loving,
passionate,
handsome
and an incredibly sexy man with "killer abs" I have ever met
and I thank God everyday that you are mine!
I love you with my whole existence,
my whole life
and nothing in this world can take that away!
I love you more than I could ever explain.
More than I even understand.
You touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend.
I hope today turns out to be the day I wished it to be for you.
Today, I'd like to give you this little glass that holds the unrelenting memories of my past that shackles my being.
I just have to give this to you
and I have to do this for myself, for you, and for us.
Today, I give my life to you
- my heart, my mind, my body and my soul ...
I belong to you now.
This may start sounding like a poem ...
I don't know.
I just wanted to let you know that you are my heart, my everything,
and the other half of my soul,
that I love you with everything I have and hold.
Now, when I look towards the future, you are always pictured there.
Maybe, in this lifetime, you will never know how much I love, care and cherish you.
Your love gives me the feeling that the best is still ahead.
I can't wait to spend forever with you.
I love you honey!
yours truly,
atyra
p/s: baby, if you're reading this post, it took me a very long hour to say this.
from 'after you hung up the phone' until 12.30 am. love you always babe.
