Saturday, September 15, 2007
Ayie is my bestfriend! (bpk atoq)
Bestfriends are the siblings God forgot to give us.
he was perfect. the exact mix of bad boy and intellectual that i was looking for, and good looking, as well as much as i like to pretend that im above all those cheesy crush feelings, im not. the best part of this particular crush was that, unlike so many of my others, he actually knew my name. my friends were not his biggest advocates, to say the least, and you can bet they let me know it. i heard everything from "you can do so much better," to "he sucks, plain & simple." my logic remained unchanged. if i could do better, why wasnt i? i couldnt understand why my girlfriends didnt like him. okay, so maybe he used to tell me about his ex-girlfriends he had dated. yeah, he'd complain about the lack of an available decent girl in his life.
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however, something make us went further apart. i've done something wrong during my past & he just cant accept it. well, i trust that everybody cant accept it if they know my story. i have to face the reality. & since he promised all his families & friends, then im not going to break the promises. he have to move on. yea, i understand him now. hope you're going to the right path. anyway, thnks for the song! i really admire it! thnkyou dude! & im having fun chatting with you in msn & phone. thnkyou for all your care & concern! :))
"Friendship is the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with a person, having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words."
George Eliot
