guess what? today was freakiing boring laa seii. it was supposed to be meet-the-parent-session today. but my mom didnt go. she's working and came back from work at 3 i guess. soo since, she didnt go, it's 'wake up late' tyme. haha. but need to wake up early sakk just now. i need to lend azman's ncc pants for my dance tis sunday competition. n den tomorow gt full-dress rehearsal. soo by hook or by crook, i need to get the pants by today. soo since azman need to go to school early in the morning to take hys result, he's meeting me to send the pants. my house was quite near to the school. walaw. need to wake up as early as 8 o'clock siia. he called miie on tt tyme asking miie to wake up. fcuk siaa tt guy. im yawning all the way laa. my plan is to just meet hym n take the pants. soo after tt i can continue my sleep. soo i just brush my teeth. haha. disgusting am i? but after i hang up the call, i continue sleeping. wahaha. next few mins, my hp beep again. he said he reached infront of my house oredie. quickly rush to my toilet n brush my teeth. haha. funny seii. summore he was with syawal. paiseyy siia. they were waiting for miie at the staircase infront of my house. he passed miie hys ncc pants. niwaes he gt ciggar siia. ape lagiie? we share laa. haha. smoking early in the morning. feel the fresh. oh the joy of freshness. aaahh.
was about to sleep after meeting tem. but shit. im fully awaked laa seii. its all bcos of tem im not able to get into my dreamland again. haiz. soo i onlyne. im bored siia. lalala.
meet my mum at 3.30 at pioneer mall to buy shorts. haha. but end up shopping at GIANT. haha. buy quite alot of things laa. my hand was full of plastic bags. haha. funny seii. denn we go mkn2 at mcdonald. my stomache needs food. haha. YUMMY, YUMMY. :)
reached home. it was 6 plus oredy. need to meet izza n idah at 7.15 cus prac start at 8. soo mit izza first den i go watson to buy pink boxer. wuhoo. my wish come true. yihaa. haha. it is for my dance too laa seii. haha. denn meet idah at rchang. sit2. denn go to dome. today prac was suck. we dun even have prac just now. NO RADIO. the boys r having prac at republic poly. soo left us dere doing nothing. den 2 person cannot attend today prac. toldcha in the previous blog, it was difficult to prac without full attendance. im kinda irritated. atlast we didnt prac. ssh. secret. we're dead if the boys n abg jamyl noes bout tis. end up miie, izza n idah taking pix. haha. boriing laa seii.
prac finish at 9. went to playground near rchang n smoke. hees. cooling siia. denn went back at 10+. hahas. n here i am. update tis post. toldcha' my day was boring today. soo the not fun siia. blueck. :P
im kinda miss hym truckloads. toldcha he's different. i dunnoe wad happen laa. it was too obvious oredy tt he was avoiding miie. even now he didnt heck care if im depressed bout hym. dont ue realise tt u're different nowadays boy? im feeling soo strange. i've been playing the same song over&over again. i cant stop thinking bout hym. everywhere i look reminds mie of hym. sometymes i hear hys voice. sometymes i feel hys touch. i close my eyes & believe he will be there wen i open tem. everytyme i go out, i see hys face on other ppl walking by miie. i wait by the phone & wait for hym to call. tt phone has not ring for quite a long tyme. i look at photos of hym n miie. i try to drink it off but somehow he was always next to miie. days has past by miie & still no sign of hym. i lost hym n im losing myself. i cant stop thinking tt he will come back to miie. i look at the stars & wish tt he will be back with miie. i try to go out wit my friends but its not the same without hym. i miss hym soo much. i stop caring for eating. i stop caring for myself. i have not sleep in peace all tis while. he always bring miie happiness. would he just come back to miie? i need hym. i miss hys hugs n kisses. would he please come back to miie? i miss hym more than anything & i give up everything for hym. just come back to miee. :(
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