Smooches

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

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Aww, thanks love.

Time Check: 1.31 am

Holla dear Readers,

I'm gonna be away to Phuket, Thailand from 15 Dec to 18 Dec for a holiday with dear Family. My flight will take off at 8pm, but I have to be there few hours earlier. I'm sexcited but at the same time, hard to leave cos I'll be away from my Romeo. But it's okay, 4 days are not that long actually. So, you people better miss me okay! Yana and Hajar, wait till I get back, then go watch movie together. Wah, k best. Hahaha! And Ayie dear, please don't flirt around when I'm not in Singapore. If not, siap kay, nanti i balik, kene piat telinga sampai merah. Nak? Aaaahh, tau takooot! Fierce tak i? Hahahahaha! (:

And oh, sadly, I couldn't wish on time for this one. So here it goes.

HAPPY ADVANCE 27TH MONTHSARY, AYIERA!

Look how far we've come, sweetheart. We went through so many hard obstacles, and I'm glad we managed to overcome it together. You were so sweet at times, yet so mean at other times. Nevertheless, my love for you never fade away because I know, this are tests from Allah to make our relationship grew stronger. I don't want our journey to end so fast, because I'm looking forward to our future together in one roof, insyaallah. May Allah bless us with love, Amin.

Once again, Happy Advance 27th Monthsary, Ayiera.

I'm gonna miss my girls and Muhd Az-Dzaahiir Bin Mohd Daud.

Okay done. I shall stop here. I will update when I get back from Phuket. I shall take lots and lots of pictures there. Goodbye, dear Readers.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Time Check: 11.50pm.

Apology to you readers for taking the time to click my blog link to check out if I've updated my blog that has been abandoned for a few days. I know I've not been faithful to blogger no more. Because there's nothing interesting topic to talk about. I know, my life has been so suckish nowadays.

AAAAAHHHH, say yesssss to school holidays! :D But say noooooo to work. :( Booo. I know, I've only work for 1 day, and yet I don't feel like working anymore. Oh please, it was super tiring okay. Please imagine, that you have to stand all the way for 7-8 hours without sitting down? How pathetic. Sometimes I wonder, is this the right job that I've been looking for? But, it's okay, I'm not gonna complain, because like Mum said, "Kerja mana yang tak penat?" But, on the other note, it's actually an eye opener for me. Cos 10 years down the road, I wouldn't wanna settle myself down working in retails. Who wants to work everyday except Monday, standing and walking aimlessly with so little amount of salary? Oh pleaaaase. With that, it makes me determine to study hard so that I could get good certificates and settle myself down with a good career. Hahah, berangan mau lebih.

Random: I just painted my nails in hot pink, and I don't quite fancy those nails, cos it turns out super striking. I regretted buying it in the first place, because firstly, it's Shaa's choice, and secondly, it looks like mama kling kling, if you know what I mean. Haha. Okay, I swear it was fcuking not nice and I super hate my nails now. I wanted to remove the colour, but I just remembered that my Nail Polish Remover had finished since last few months. Please blame on my STM. :(

Okay, till here, dear Readers. I wanna get some sleep now. I'm having lesson at 8am tomorrow and I have to work after that. So sad only. But nevermind, janji duit yang halal. (: Good night!

Ayie is loved
Smooches
xoxo

Monday, December 7, 2009

5 December 2009 (Saturday)

I'm not quite sure if Ayiera was okay already. Ayie Dear apologised but I still couldn't trust him fully yet. Well, guys are full of lies. But nyehh, just wait and see.

Saturday was well spent with Ayie Dear and his family tree. Ayie's cousins and family planned to have their dinner at East Coast Food court, and I was invited to come along and joined them. Ayie Dear fetched me after Maghrib prayer, and off to East Coast Park. We're meeting the rest at 10pm, so we walk around East Coast Park to kill the time.

At 10pm, met them, and salam Mama, Papa, Ayie's aunties and uncles, and lastly, his granny. Ohmyy, Ayie's granny was so adorable. I got kissed at the cheek by his granny. So touched. Sidetrack. I ordered Tom Yam Soup for myself. Supposingly, I have to go back after eating since I'm working on the next day, but Ayie Dear's family asked Ayiera to come along to town to snap pictures. So yeahh, I'd leave with no other choice. Go see the pictures below.

As usual, my phone sucks.

Credits to Ari (Boyfy's lil' bro) for below pictures.

After so much of riding around, clock strikes 1 am, and so I told Ayie Dear to send me home first. The rest of the family continue to drive around Singapore till about 5am.

And yeaaahhh, home sweet home!

6 December 2009 (Sunday)

I've already start my work and I was scheduled to Tanglin Mall on my very first day of work. Sway or what. I got lost when I reached there, and thank God, Boyfy was there to accompany me. If not, I'm sure I'll be stuck in Ion for hours. We took train to my workplace, so that next time, I don't depend too much on Boyfy's bike.

First day of work, do a bit of training, and oh well, it was super tiring. I guess, I have to get used to my work already since I'm going to stick to this job for a few months. I made a new friend too named Diana. Duh, she's my trainer. I finished my work at 9pm, and head home alone since Diana has to meet her bf. I wanted Ayie Dear to pick me up by bike from my workplace too, but he has to book in to his camp already. So sad only. And oh, there's a Christmas event outside Tanglin Mall. They use foam to make it like snows (see above pictures). So funnn right? If I have someone with me, I will surely join in the fun too. But too bad. And oh, thanks to Diana for directing me the way to the MRT Station. If not, I shall call Ayie's dad to pick me up. Baaahh!

And for those who badly wanna know what I'm working as, I work as a Beauty Brand Ambassador with IDI Company. (:

Okay, that's about all, people. I'm having my SVE test this Wednesday, and I've not revise a single thing yet. How greaaaat. Till here, dear readers. Goodbye!

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Time check: 12.07 am.

It's unfair on how I actually treat this blog of mine abandon for a few days, when I actually have the time to update. Why not update a little something on life?

Well, life was pretty much ups and downs, which was mostly down, because everything turned haywire suddenly. I got so stressed up with a lot of stuff in my mind, be it tests, projects, school works, relationships. I've been trying really hard to stay strong and go through this alone. But guess that, I was too weak to face the reality. I was afraid to face everything. I cried over something small, and I couldn't control my emotion. I'm not sure what happen to Ayiera, we were so happy at one time, but avoiding each other at the other time.

A little something for you:

~~I suck at relationship.~~ Is it wrong to spend your little precious time with me, when I didn't ask anything more except for your love? You've been so different towards me nowadays. You told me not to think negatively, but you made me think that way, because of your own action. I cried in front of you, but you doesn't seem to care a single bit, and what makes me hurt even more was you were singing when I actually cried in front of your face. Why do you have to be so mean? You spend the whole week inside the camp with your friends, and I only have Saturday to meet you. But you thought that I was being unfair towards you for not giving you permission to go out with your friends and enjoy yourself. Oh well, if you think that it's not even important to meet me, forget it. Just forget about meeting up on every Saturdays. I can just forget about you and enjoy myself outside. But why do I still even care about you? Because I love you, and I don't have the heart to hurt you. Friends are important to you, but are they there to lend you a helping hand when you're in trouble? Are they the one who are willing to be there for you throughout your hard times? Are they the one helping you out with your army paper work? If that's a yes to all your answers, don't come and find me no more, because, you know that your loved ones are not important in your life anymore. You will only come to realize and knock some sense to your brain when you need something. I was utterly dissapointed in you, sweetheart.

But whatever it is, you know that, at the end of the day, I'm the one you'll be searching for, and I'll be right here for you whenever you need me. If you think I'm useless, throw me far far away from you. I'll give whatever freedom you need just for the sake of your happiness, but please remember, you are old enough to think wisely of what you're doing or going to do. You're going to be 20 in about a month time, so please don't give me nonsense attitude.

You know that I was hurt with all your words and actions today. But that doesn't mean, my love for you have fade away. Just think if what you did was right. I love you.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

27 Nov 2009
(Friday: Hari Raya Aidiladha)

I was getting ready to go to grandma's house when this little monster have nothing better to do and snapped pictures using my phone camera.

AND NOW, I'M SET AND READY TO GOO!

In the car on our way to mum's office, cos she left something behind.

Nice right my mum's office? I badly wanna grow up and work in the office. You see, I wanna be just like Mummy!

Snapped some pictures at granny's house while waiting for the rest of the cousins to reach, and while waiting for some to go for their Friday prayers.

Tiara Bangs ft. Indahh Woww
Sadly, Fyqa Kencet wasn't there. You missed a lot of stories, niece. (:

The same old routine every Hari Raya Haji. Well, I didn't received any green packets except for grandma. Sometimes, I wonder why some of my friends received green packets on Hari Raya Haji when we didn't perform any fasting for the month. I sungguh jealous sekali. But nevermind, I don't expect anything on that day also.

As usual, my family was the first few to reach granny's house. Mum was being so annoying, because she made me rushed when actually, the other cousins have not reached yet. I sms-ed Indah, and she just woke up. Oh great. We reached granny's house at 12.30pm, when the other reached at 4pm. And the worst thing was that, we have to wait for everyone to reach, then we can start the doa' and eat together. Not eaten since morning PLUS waited for everyone to reach then we can eat together IS EQUAL TO upset tummy. At 4.30 pm, after everyone have reached, did some doa' and ate together. After that, went to meet Indah under granny's void deck cos she's not in a good term with her family. I shall not elaborate any further.

We shared problems together, update about each other's life and as usual, girls gossip.We took a peep at the kambing biri-biri, and I swear the smell was superbly disaster that I couldn't take it any longer. That's the reason why I don't eat mutton. I really can't stand the smell. Try bring something that gets to do with mutton smells, I will surely puke in front of your face.

Home sweet home at 10 pm.

28 Nov 2009
(Saturday: Ayiera outing)

The night before, Ayiera planned where to head to on Saturday, and Ayie Dear badly wanna watch New Moon. Since the movie just released a few days ago, and it's the top pick of the week, we got a feeling that the tickets were selling fast, and so I booked our seats online at GV Tiong Bahru and used Mummy's VISA card to make the payment online, and pay Mummy back in cash. Since we booked the show time at 4 pm, I made my way to the AXS Station near my house to collect the tickets at 2pm. Ayie Dear reached my house at 2.30 pm, and we went out at 3 pm.

Reached there and bought Nachos combo, and went straight in. I rated the movie 4 stars cos Victoria is not dead yet. So I guess, there will be Part 3. Then, we headed to East Coast Park cos there's 1A1 bbq and I'm invited.

On our way to East Coast Park.

I have nothing better to do, so I took videos but it was not clear. And so sorry, I do not know how to rotate this video. Let's tilt our head to the left together, people! (:

We reached there at 7.30 pm, and find our way to the pit, which was pit 6, and we only realised that the number of pit stated at the carpark was increasing when we were riding. So Ayie Dear made a U-turn and went to the other side of the ECP. Parked our bike at the very first carpark, and we decided to walk to search for the pit. I sms-ed Ross, and that's when she said that we have to park at carpark F2. Firstly, we have no idea where the carpark was, and so we assume that we parked our bike at carpark F1. We continued walking, and that's when we found the very first pit which was pit 1. I was really happy, because it's getting near, but to no avail, the place was super dark, and there's no one at pit 6. Ayie Dear started to piss off.

I called up Ross, and here's our convo.

Ross: Hello.
Me: ROSS! I reached already, but how come there's no one around here?
Ross: Where are you?
Me: I'm at pit 6 ah, and you said it's area F, but I'm now at area B. Is it near KFC?
Ross: No babe, jauh gile seh. You have to make a u-turn to your bike, and take your bike to carpark F2.

And that's when I started to cry. I know, cry baby right. I cried because, I don't wanna go back to the carpark. We have walked so far, and now we have to make a u-turn. My legs are killing me. And the other reason was that, I know my boyfriend well, and he's gonna be super pissed off when he knows that we have to go back to the carprak where we parked our bike.

Ayie Dear: Ape Ross cakap?
Me: *In a sad tone* Nak kene patah balik, Ross kate jauh gile.
Ayie Dear: Sial lah! Nak kene patah balik? Dah lah u! U nak gi sangat buat ape?! Balik sudah lah. Besok I keje lagi!
Me: *crying* I gi sane nak jumpe Ross jer, dah lame tak nampak dier. Bukannyer lama nah I kat sane. Skejap jer seh.
Ayie Dear: Aaaah, cepat lah sikit jalan. Orang dah penat ni. U makin lambat jalan, nanti makin penat.

We didn't uttered a single word after that. I was expecting him to coax me, but he didn't. Sedih gile or what. That's when I realised that it was my fault. I wasted his engine oil, and it's very tiring when he has to ride here and there. I apologized to him and he just said, "It's okay. I dah maafkan you k sayang." We are all okay and we talked a lot after that, and surprisingly, we didn't realised that we reached the carpark fast. We took the bike, and search for carpark F2. It's the right way that we went to when we reached ECP at first. But, what makes me confused was that I was told that it was pit 6, but area F was supposed to be pit 60-75. There's some miscommunication. When we reached there, it's not even a pit, it's like a shelter. WHAT THE HELL? I was invited, but they don't even have the initiative to inform me that they changed the venue. Ayiera was pissed off and I was cursing in silence. My intention of going there was just to meet up Ross but we took fcuking 1.5 hours searching for that place.

Yeah whatever. So, hugged Ross, exchange life stories, chilled for half an hour, and Ayiera went off. I know, waste time. If I were in Ayie Dear's shoes, I would be so mad. I could have meet Ross any time near my place, but I couldn't find a time to meet her. I am so thankful for having Ayie Dear in my life, because he does everything to make me happy. That's the reason why I love him so much. Even though he's mad at me, he still took me to the place just to meet Ross. I'm so sorry, sayang.

We ate at KFC and Boyfy sent me home, since he's working on Sunday.

Okay done. I've not started on my job, cos my application have not approved by the Manager yet. Pfft. I shall end here. My post was super duper long, and I know that no one will ever read till here. Haha. Okay take care, dear readers.

Ayie is loved
Smooches
xoxo

Thursday, November 26, 2009

24 Nov 2009
HAPPY BELATED 18TH BDAY, FYQA KENCET!

Sorry I couldn't wish you on your birthday itself. I totally forgot about your birthday. Buat ape nak ingat? Tak special sangat pahh. Haha, kidding lah niece.

May all your wish come true and I believe you had fun on your day kan? Haha, and eh, sorry I didn't buy for you anything. But insyaallah, when I get back from Phuket, I'll buy something for you. Tak janji tau okay. K dah, sweet tak aku? Hahaha, alright see you tomorrow during Hari Raya Haji, sama2 tengok kambing together with Indah and Diana kay? Baaaaaahh!

I was with Hajar and Azlinah at JP to buy my contact lense just now when I called Ayie Dear to ask for his opinion on what colour to buy for my contact lense. And before we hang up the phone, he asked me this:

Ayie Dear: Sayang, you ngn sape?
Me: Hajar ngn Azlinah. Asal?
Ayie Dear: Cakap ngn drg, selamat hari raya haji, maaf zahir dan batin eh.
Me: *Laughing asthma*

HAHAHA. Get the joke or not? Alaah, not funny right, but funny for me lah. Yes, I know, so lame. But I just find my Lover so adorable lorhh.

And ohhh,
Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to those who's celebrating!
Big smooches from me!

P/s So sorry to those readers who wants to know what kind of job I've applied. For now, I shall not say it here yet until I start working already. Hope you readers understand kay? Kalau tak jadi kerja kan, buat paiseh sahaje. Hehehe. (:

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Firstly, I'm so sorry for abandoning my blog for a few days. I was busy studying for my CA test, and now I'm so glad that it's actually over. (:

Tuesday (24 Nov 2009)
Plain face with no make-ups at all.

I ditched school cos I went for a job interview over at Khatib with old mates, and Mily was supposed to go to the interview with me. We have to be there at 2pm, but Mily overslept. So yeahh, I went to the interview first without her, and I told the interviewer that one of my friend is coming for the interview too, and she's being so nice to actually waited till 4pm. Hees, so yeah, I've already got the job. Supposingly, I have to start tomorrow, but too bad, I'm still schooling, so I will only start work either on Friday or Sunday. See how it goes. (:

When I stepped into the house after get back from the interview, my baby girl was so happy to see me. She was shouting, "Kakak, kakak!" And younger sister told me that she kept on asking about me, "Kakak where? Where?", and then she'll reply back to herself, "Kakak cooool (school)." Adorable kan this girl? Macam nak gigit2 aje. Haha. But yeaahh, she loves the camera and was expecting me to snap pictures of her posing. Go see her pictures below.

I also sebok2 wanna take pictures! Hahaha. (:

Okay doneee.

Wednesday (25 Nov 2009)

I went to school as usual, and been cracking my head in the bus, to the canteen, during lessons, everywhere lah, just to verbal out what I've memorised for the past few days on my test. I was so nervous that I nearly forget what I've learnt. And yes, when I was busy studying, I realised that there's a red scar on my nose bridge. But luckily, it was not that obvious, cos I've been hiding that scar with my specs. Yea, smart idea.

The Business Admin course took the test at 4pm till 5pm. I went out of the class with a wide smile because the paper was manageable. Phew, so now, no HRA till school holiday ends please. Hahaha. Okay, I have to get myself going and study for WTB Mock test tomorrow (like real again). You see, my mind was really exhausted. I need a break.

So till here, dear Readers. Look out for my next update yeaah. Goodbye!

Ayie is loved
Smooches
xoxo